sleepy..

i'm sitting with zy at woodlands library. feeling fucking sleepy. don't know why also. haha. went to the arcade just now, which i felt was really a waste of money, eventhough it did kill time. lol. oh wells, shall find entertainment that doesnt cost much next time.

waiting for the team dinner, which starts at 7.45pm. honestly speaking, i do not want to go for it. reason being i'm really low on budget. now that i have no job, i'll have to think twice before i spend on anything. heh. sian.

anyway, it feels really awkward to sit with her and the him and pretend that nothing happened. i mean, i know i have to be professional and just treat them as my canoe team mates, but its really difficult. 2nd break was purely false pretense. had to fake a smile and pretended to be happy abt everything when i'm not. zzz.

fuck! no soccer for me again tonight! cb! they're not airing liverpool vs psv match live on tv. they will only air it at 6.30 am in the morn. shucks that sucks! zzz!

i'm not gonna pressure you, i'll leave you to make your own decision. I have given my 2 cents worth and i hope you heed my advice. no point lying to yourself. eventually, someone has to get hurt, its just a matter of how much hurt he feels.
imy, baby. <3

9/12/2008 06:55:00 PM

goal scored!

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